Those fears you listed about motherhood and pregnancy are all the same fears I had before I was pregnant, while I was pregnant, after I birthed my daughter , and even now. I also had and still have high anxiety and ADHD. Many women have the same fears too. You will be an amazing mother someday. Thanks for sharing! (Also, For some reason I never made the connection as to why that album is called Return of Saturn lol)
This speaks to me so so deeply--my boyfriend died by suicide, so any future child I have will not be his, but we were already picturing and discussing parenthood and what it will look like. I just froze my eggs last week (!) because it's been almost 7 years since he died and I'm still single and I know I want to be a parent no matter what, and while my friends are so so supportive, it's just not the same. Thank you so much for all the sharing you do about these really personal things--can't tell you how nice it is to have someone else in their 30s grappling with these things when everyone else is pregnant...
Connecting Brat to Return of Saturn is some next-level juxtaposition. Thanks for sharing 💞💞
Really need a support group for widows who are trying to decide to have kids using their dead partner’s frozen sperm!!! Thank you for writing.
Those fears you listed about motherhood and pregnancy are all the same fears I had before I was pregnant, while I was pregnant, after I birthed my daughter , and even now. I also had and still have high anxiety and ADHD. Many women have the same fears too. You will be an amazing mother someday. Thanks for sharing! (Also, For some reason I never made the connection as to why that album is called Return of Saturn lol)
Return of Saturn really hit me different in my late 20s/early 30s, too. Thanks for sharing all of this with us ❤️
This speaks to me so so deeply--my boyfriend died by suicide, so any future child I have will not be his, but we were already picturing and discussing parenthood and what it will look like. I just froze my eggs last week (!) because it's been almost 7 years since he died and I'm still single and I know I want to be a parent no matter what, and while my friends are so so supportive, it's just not the same. Thank you so much for all the sharing you do about these really personal things--can't tell you how nice it is to have someone else in their 30s grappling with these things when everyone else is pregnant...
return of saturn rocks.
i think about it all the time too, too. thank you for sharing this :) beautiful
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